SONNET LXXXIX - NORMAL PEOPLE

I see the normal people everywhere
walking around, so glad to be alive
they go through life without a single care
they've never had to fight just to survive
They give their hearts, unhindered by their fears
the courage that must take is far above
what I could muster in a million years
imagine being brave enough to love
But then there's me, with zero normalcy
a bag of trauma with no rest or pause
the dream of normal life can never be
until I deal with my ten million flaws
   Perhaps I'll heal my broken soul someday
   until then, I'm a wreck, and that's okay