SONNET LXXII - HEART ATTACK

she walked right out the door and disappeared
the way she'd done a thousand times before
and sure enough, exactly as i feared
my heart just couldn't take it anymore
the sirens raced me through a scary ride
but my old soul was wounded worse because
she didn't rush to be there by my side
when she was told exactly where i was
i guess all vows of love have now decayed
she hasn't even tried to text or call
through all the times my trust has been betrayed
this heart attack has hurt me most of all
  she doesn't care if i live or i die
  i guess it's finally time to say goodbye